More monster, yet alive.

Dear tumblr

You are only good for searching things like paula deen riding things and ryan gosling saying things I wish my husband would say.
Nobody even reads what I have to say. So you’re not good for ranting.
Stop it. Why can’t I have friends that like me 

I love life!

No, seriously.
I’ve removed all of my crappy friends from my life (But they don’t know it because I’m a nice person I guess and don’t like the drama that revolves around them and just might start on me..)
And my husband has been SO nice recently. For the past two weeks we’ve been close to inseperable, he’s been spending so much time with me! I feel important and special. c:
Our car’s been in the shop for over a week now.. Getting very impatient with it. I didn’t want it in the shop in the first place. It was supposed to be out by FRIDAY! Friday! Ugh. At least we don’t have to pay for it, I guess.. We better not fuckin’ have to pay for it. (I keep asking juan and he’s like no! my dad is! but I have reason to believe he’s just assuming his dad will..)
Keira took her first few steps today! A whole bunch of times! I took videos of a couple of times. She’s awesome.
I’m still having allergy fuck ups. EVERY time I go outside. Every time… I start hacking up a lung and my nose goes insane. I don’t think I’m sick, I don’t feel sick, but, wtf.
I’ve been waiting for a chick to pick up a breast pump I’m giving her for FREE all fucking day. I’m considering selling this god damn thing.
 So I guess life isn’t PERFECT right now — but it’s pretty damn good. I’m stopping drinking soda, hopefully that will help me feel better during the day.. And maybe lose a lb or two.. No? Okay. :(
Sup tumblah. 

I’m like an alcoholic. Trade the booze for a fantasy world. I live in a wonderful place where everybody is happy all of the time and there are no problems ever.
My fantasy land often clashes with reality land. This is where most of my problems come from. 

Staying with my husband I guess.
Getting counseling.
He is my bitch.